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Lee Anne Bayne's avatar

I'm in the barn talk to texting so forgive the bad grammar and typos I I hear the exhaustion that comes from such deep painful work and I want to thank you for committing to finding the energy to try to communicate it later on

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Tammy Holbrook Cupp's avatar

Thank you, Lee Ann! I feel your support as I have felt it so many times on this journey. It helps to know I am not alone. <3

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Lee Anne Bayne's avatar

Just know that while your journey is your very own and your pain cannot truly be understood by anyone else You Are Not Alone

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Lee Anne Bayne's avatar

Talk to text capitalize that but I will leave it as it is LOL

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Nina Law's avatar

I love that last sentence before the scriptures. I hate that you had to experience the loss of your son. I know this cannot be easy to share your journey. Thank you,

Love and Prayers,

Nina

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Tammy Holbrook Cupp's avatar

Thank you, Nina. Your love, prayers, and words mean so much to me.

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Tilly Dorenkamp's avatar

We share the loss of our sons and the horrible decisions we had to make. I often as why.

I would love to find comfort in the church, but it isn't there. I do find some comfort in reading the words of Jesus.

I find comfort, yet not answers. Some things I suppose we aren't to understand.

Thank you for sharing your journey and heart.

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Tammy Holbrook Cupp's avatar

I love you and I am so sorry that you too know this pain. You are correct in that I am not sure we are supposed to be able to find all the answers. We were taught not to ask questions and just to accept. I find comfort in believing that we can ask all the questions and have a whole range of emotions. None of it will separate us from God’s love.

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Tilly Dorenkamp's avatar

Yes I agree.

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Michaelle Hall's avatar

Now that I have some time and space to read your Deconstructing series without interruption, I am truly enjoying it. Your writing is just amazing. Thank you so much for sharing.

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